There is one thing i hate most; change. I hate i hate i hate it. Just when i finally start to get to used to something...just when i start to accept this place as home, it changes.
But then, I wouldn't grow if things never changed. I suppose it's time. I've been dared to move, to lift myself off the floor, and i have to take that dare. I have to move forward with my life and hope that it's for the best...because it's impossible to go back.
It's ok. It's hard, and in some ways i don't want it to happen, but it's ok. I trust, i have faith, and i'm excited for the growth and challenge. I'm just going to miss everyone.
It's scary; this whole growing up thing. It's scary. I'm not sure i want to grow up...but then i'm not sure i want stay as an awkward in between either. And i can't go back...so i must go forward. and it will be ok. It will. It will be ok.
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It definitely will be okay! Me, Cambria, Ariel, and Taryn will all be close. Fun things can and will happen at home, too. And you're getting out of Juniper, away from the cafeteria, away from awkward boys (admittedly into another pool of awkward boys, but variety is the spice of life, eh?), and you'll be able to see Colbren a lot more, too. 'Snot too bad! :) You will be very, very fine.
ReplyDelete:) i love you so much! what would i ever do without you? you have given me so much strength through out this past year! you were definitely sent to me from the Lord!
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