"You can spend minutes hours days weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've would've happened-or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on."
I'm not sure who said this but it reminded me of a song by Maria Mena called Sorry. It goes like this:
"I just poured my heart out; there's bits of it on the floor. And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water and call him up for more. And I say, 'Baby, yes, I feel stupid to call you but I'm lonely. and I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me.' And he said, 'I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
Anyways the song goes on to talk about this woman changing for this man and trying to be everything for him and he just can't love her. I know what it's like to scoop up the pieces and go back for more. It sucks. And I'm done with it. I'm going to leave the pieces on the floor and move on because it's too hard always wondering if the stupid guy likes me or if i was too weird or desperate or something. And I always think, "Well, if only they could see this side of me...." Bull. It's all bull crap. I'm done pining after people. So done. So there.
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You know what's funny? Once you decide that, the 'other side' of you is free to come out and the people that are attracted to and enjoy that are drawn to it.
ReplyDeleteThat said, it SUCKS that people can suck so much. But but I love you, honey! And I know others do too :)
P.S. No matter how hard you try to pick up little pieces like that, some of them invariably are hopelessly trapped under your bed, inside the vacuum, and slipped out the window. They never go back together right. So go buy a new puzzle :P